My ideal setup....

How How??? I have to decide so many things on my car's new shoes!

My ideal design and brand is OZ superturismo WRC.... white is so cool....

Guess what.... NO 18 inch RIMS FOR THIS MODEL!!!!


They only manufacture 17 inch for this version! The only 18 inch they have is the same design but they only have it in SILVER!




So what should be my choice?


17 inch white OZ rims:

• cool looking and match my car color.


• lighter than 18 inch rims


• like the white and red lettering combo


• uncommon on roads

18 inch silver OZ rims:

• 18 inch size (bigger rims nicer profile)


• heavy and might be high petrol consumption


• it is silver in colour to match my white car?


• very common on the roads
  

ARGGHHHH..... this is so exasperating!

Someone pls tell me which I should choose....

Last but not least, this is my car, that is why I am so choosy!


I only wan the BEST for my Baby PUG!!!!!!

Bday part 2

My act blur Niece...



My blackforest cake



Butter in her hands... STOP pouting...


Salmon


Escargot


Curious girl


Aglio Aglio


Suddenly feel damn hungry......

A new Beginning?

Time to start off my blog since many months... errrhhh or year back already.

Considering now is a good time to start up again.

School: finally gonna be over SOON.....
Work: hoping to find a better career elsewhere after school is OVER....
Life: MY BIRTHDAY!!!! wahahahahaha....

I am very delighted as I have received more presents due to me this year than ever before.
Now, it is not more on material stuff, but more on values of life that I cherish.

List of presents in terms of importance:
1) Blessed with Good Friends ("NEST gang", u know who u are)
2) Passed by boat theory test FINALLY on the eve of my Bday!
3) 5D mark II with financial support from my friends....
4) My first year Anniversary with my Pug celebrating with me.
5) Gift of a 207 die cast model, and it doesn't come cheap. Thanks Zo.

Sneak preview? ....... pictures says a thousand words huh....



Fullerton scene


Reflection of Life


Die Cast


Greeting card...(noticed that envelope is written with liquid paper?) Spend too much on the present, I think... haha

............... to be continued..............

Finally... after waiting for so long.

How stressful is school?

Veri veri stressful... almost feel like giving up.
But thinking back, it has been a veri long struggle...

Wanna see the studying environment I am going through every single day?


Here are some sneak previews...

Boring RITE????!!! I AM REALLY VERI BORED!

I need to DESTRESS!!!! How??!!!

CHECK THIS OUT....





Crazy rite?!!! I think so!!! BUT.......

I REALLY DO LIKE IT! lol....

Guess wat???? Time to hit the books............. AGAIN!!!

Analog of pain

"Why can't humans be satisfied... is this part of human nature?
This is one vicious cycle that is never-ending."

How do we normally get hurt in a relationship?
When we start loving and giving too much in a love that we believe will last forever, however, when it ends, it hurts deeply knowing that all that you have done comes to naught.

But why do we still expose ourselves to such predicament?
Could it be due to the reason that we set too high a standard for our life partner?
.... Must be pretty, handsome, clever, rich, nice bods, cute, and the list goes on....

Loving someone is easy, getting over a lost love is never that easy.
However, finding someone who loves you deeply is never easy, but giving up on that person is much easier.

How do you balance this equation?
How much should you love, and how much are you willing to sacrifice?
When it comes to matters of the heart, it is beyond measurement and comprehension.

Cute and pretty gals will have flocks of guys waiting in line for them to choose from,
this bunch of guys are already exposing themselves to the most excruciating pain known to the heart.
But why do they still do it?
Who are they to blame when they finally get rejected...
Well, at least they are courageous enough to love.

How do gals get hurt then?
This is where the vicious cycle starts.

Guys have no idea how fortunate they are to have gals who are willing to give so much.
The hope of being loved and cared upon by the "man in their life".
The tendency of a guy being unfaithful is so high that most gals just give up on "man".
Why can't we be satisfied?
Finding someone whom you love so much is not easy...
Why do we choose always to live with regret when we finally lose the person that we love?

Guys out there... Cherish the ones that you love.

Simple analogy.... Think abt it....
Guys think in a very practical and logical manner when it comes to work and affairs of the heart.
"I do not have feelings for you anymore, let's just break up."
I think guys are becoming more and more "bochap" liao... sigh...

Gals? They think with their heart.
When u reject a gal, it will take them a very long long time to recover from the hurt.
Good gals are rare to come upon...
Pls dun make them extinct...

Yo, this goes out to all my buddies that might be reading this... EMO rite?
Dun flame mi hor...

"There is always greener pastures on the other side of the field, but can you find it and will it be forever? If you leave the pastures that you are currently on, it will die. Do not take for granted that there will be another available to you."

Helplessly in Love

A sudden thought of selflessness...
Or rather a sense of helplessness...
Would I feel hurt?
Will things be alright?
One thing is for sure, there will be no distractions.

Friendship....
Courtship...
Love...
A simple process leading to complete happiness.

Hold my thoughts and my feelings...
Keep it to myself...
Result: No burden and worries for the one you love.

When all the pieces finally fall into place,
Both shall reap the rewards.
With patience and determination,
I believe in sacrifice.
To see things way far ahead,
In hope of future happiness...

This is a reminder for me to focus on what is important for the future.
Without career, you have no security.
Without security, you have no family.
Work hard for yourself and not for others...

As quoted by a friend
"If you dun work hard and look after yourself,
How will you be able to look after the one you love..."

Stress = Pressure
Sacrifice = Love
Love = Happiness

Which category do you fall in, which will you rather have in a relationship?
To love someone OR to be loved by one...

What is the use of loving someone if she does not love you back...
What is the use of being loved by one but you dun love her at all...

Love is not something that can be developed and find overnight.
It is not something that can be written and spoken in words.
Love is how the heart feels...
It does not necessary be happiness,
Love hurts sometimes.

"Only when your heart have been hurt,
Then you will know that you have fallen in love."

Absolute Love

Love is a wonderful feeling...

"Though filled with obstacles, it is the overcoming of these obstacles that make love much more worth cherishing. "

The scenerio for my valentine's day plans have been properly planned and ready for execution...

How did it go???
Not as planned... But I ain't complaining...

Reason...? She had a bad headache that day...

The first thought that went thru my mind was whether she was alright and I was veri veri worried for her health rather than disappointed that my plans and surprise that I have prepared for her will go to waste.

Gosh... I think I love her more than I ever expected myself to love any other girls in my life. I would rather she rest well at home coz of her busy schedule that will make her even more tired if she had insufficient rest. So, I took the gifts that I have prepared and left it at her doorstep.

Though things have not gone as planned, I was actually happy and honoured that I was given a "yes" answer to spend time with her on Valentine's Day(well, better than getting rejected when I ask her out for a date on this day).

The plan was supposed to be as followed:

• meeting her at her place in the afternoon and present her the flowers and Royce chocolates.
• bringing her for a early valentine's dinner at Lawry's Prime Ribs during the dinner, I will present her with the first gift.
• I intended to wear the gift on her personally and omitting out the gift box for other purposes.
• after dinner I will send her to school where she will study till 9pm, then I will go pick her up.
• at school, then I will present her with the gift box, consisting of the all the hearts with wings that I have folded for her. when she open the box, there will be glow of light shining within the box with those hearts inside. This was meant to surprise her as the luminous light will glow in the dark which will brighten all the hearts that I have folded for her.

Preparation stage:

The Gift

I have long sourced for the gift way before Valentine's Day. I bought it on 19th of Jan.

Kiasu...?? No la, becoz the gift was fast running out of stock. When I got it on 19th Jan, I have to travel to at least 3 Louis Vuitton boutique before finding it in Raffles Hotel boutique. I was told that it was the last piece available. This is the gift that I have bought for her.
Every single detail about her, her likes and dislikes are very important to me. Knowing that she has an allergy to silver and metal jewellery, I have decided to get her a leather bracelet. I managed to come across one when I was shopping around with her. It was during that moment that I have decided to get that for her. I felt she would like it coz I noticed that she does like wearing leather bands on her left arm. Really hoped she liked what I have chosen for her....

Better keep the receipt, just in case....





The folded hearts with wings...

Totalling 186 hearts representing 186 days since I have met her and 186 days that I have been thinking of her and missing her...
(since 13th Aug 2007 till 14th Feb 2008, you do the counting....)






The whole bundle....



One thing is for sure, though everything did not turned out as planned, it is still by far the Best Valentine's Day I can ever wish for. I just wish to have another chance to plan out another surprise for her.

Seeing her smile and laugh makes all these efforts that I have gone thru worthwhile. Her smile is the most precious gift that I will cherish for life. No matter how long it will take, I will stay by her side to support her and take care of her in the best way I can...

I have never had this kind of feeling before... every single day, she is always in my mind. I cannot help but think of her and thus missing her so much. Words can never express how deeply in love I can be now. All I know is I shall prove it with my sincerity and thru my actions... I am very sure that she is the one for me...
But, the biggest question is...
Does she feel the same about me?